IN THE ABSENCE OF GRAVITY

i am in a very devastating point in my life.
i am reduced into a very materialistic view point
i get so dumb and lonely
nothing amaze me anymore

i let feelings overpower me
i go where my sensations lead me
i am a prisoner
a captive of my own destruction

i am totally dispersed
and i am having difficulty to unify myself
i can't contain it
i fail to gravitate

i long to be stabilized
i have to, it's a must
it's getting late
i'm running out of time